my life seems pointless. i've run out of orange juice, ideas, thoughts, fears, disgusts, peace, love, recollections, memories, desires, dislikes, energy.
i'm even too tired to do anything anymore.
i just feel like i want to sink into a void and never rise again.
i also want to visit the cerro paranal observatory before i do.
i know what a giant mutant rat or cat or dog in a pessimistic sci-fi story must feel like, a mindless pointless existence. wanting to attack and prey and live through the day, no end in sight, the only focus is on the next few mins, let alone an hour.
that kind of appeals to me in so weird a way, that i changed the title of this posting right now!
i am going to crawl back to my sewer now...
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